I wish my followers didn’t hate me so much and would help me find new vintage/art/abstract/free spirit blogs to follow. I’m only following like 67 people and I’m only following some of them cuz if I didn’t my dash would be dead.
But I hate when my hands are dry because then the skin on my nub finger gets REALLY tight and I’m afraid to bend my finger because I feel like it’s just gonna rip off and I can feel the pressure and I can’t decide if it hurts or if I’m making it up because I’m scared.
I hate myself for saying some of the things I did last night. I feel selfish, immature, angry, stupid, annoyed, and embarrassed. Why the fuck did I say that. I feel things when I’m drunk that I don’t even know I feel when I’m sober. I fucking hate it.
Out of all the dumb shit that I do when I’m drunk, crying is the most embarrassing.